Fighter

[ the cat empire ] hotel california

A friend's mum passed away just few days ago...
She discovered she had it the same time when I was recovering from my relapse end of last year... and she's gone now... and I survived...

It's such a complex feeling that I don't really know how to describe it... There's sadness and fear... and there's confusion and frustrations (yet that brought more strength inside in many ways)... There's realization of how fragile human being is, and there's more appreciation to every beautiful things around me in this moment of time...

Re-check my to-do list... Hmmm... it's about time to work on those instead of letting time stray away...