Headache!!

Massive headache!! I woke up at 830am and read my book on my bed and fell asleep again. I didn't get up until 1130am. I guess I have this massive headache because I slept too much?? ... hate it!

I'll be leaving for Bali coming Saturday, and I don't feel a thing... I mean, I should have felt excited by now, but I haven't? ...I should have well planned my trip by now, but I haven't neither... What's the wrong with me? ...I don't really know... Excitement hasn't kicked in yet... I just know I'm feeling so damn relaxed as if I am just going to nearby post office (!??!)... Is this normal? ...Sometimes I do feel panic cos I know nothing about Bali and I have not booked accommodations and I have not found out how to get to the places/attractions I wanna go... but there's this little voice in me would tell me to go with the flow and experience something unplanned and unexpected... (Is this the voice of laziness?)... hehe