Long Weekend

[ 楊宗緯 ] 洋蔥

I hope you have a great long weekend... cos mine was very boring... =/
Two long lost friends sms me this weekend as if they knew I'm free this weekend? ... but I have been VERY anti-social mood lately and I choose not to go out... and I spent my long weekend watching "3rd Rock from The Sun"...

I shall go for Summer Zoo Twilight next week and watch Sweedney Todds too as Rabbit highly recommended it!! ...(Oh come on! ...It will be good as it's Johnny Depp!!!)...

Half & Half

[ 蕭煌奇 ] 一半一半

I was just browsing around and came across this song...
The lyric is beautiful...

白天一半　晚上一半　善良一半　邪惡一半
男人一半　女人一半　真的一半　假的一半
白天一半　晚上一半　善良一半　邪惡一半
男人一半　女人一半　真的一半　假的一半

佛的世界一半　魔的世界也一半
你一半　我一半
這個世間　誰也無法統一另一半

努力好的一半　壞的一半自然減少
接受美好的一半　包容短缺的一半
努力好的一半　壞的一半自然減少
接受美好的一半　包容短缺的一半
才能擁有全面的人生

1st Saturday...

[ 盧巧音 & 王力宏 ] 好心分手

My 1st very own Saturday... on Australia Day...

I spent the day with a good friend whom I last seen since last November... to catch up, to bitch about the ups and downs in our lives (he blah-blah-blah more than I did!!), to eat and drink like people who hasn't eaten for ages, and to comfort each other! Though it was just a few hours in the afternoon, but it was still one great step to keep myself occupied...

Bro's family is home for dinner and I was busy playing with Russell (the doggy) with the tennis ball... I was meant to throw the tennis ball very hard on the floor so that it would bounce back in the air, and Russell could jump and catch it.... and I accidentally hit Russell's eyes with the tennis ball!!! ...I knew it was very painful because I hit it hard... Poor Russell was in pain and I felt terrible!!!! ...Thankfully after a few minutes of short rest, he was active and running about again.... *phew*... but I still feel terrible for hitting him... Poor Russell, I buy you pig's ears next time... =)

At the moment, I'm kinda at my anti-social mood... I wish not to meet anyone nor talk to anyone about anything... It's still very uncomfortable (with mixed feelings)... but I promise I'll come out and play when I have enough rest... Looking forward to March for my Tassie trip with Rabbit and my brother's wedding...

I'll spend some time working on my next project... I'll have more time now...

看清

[ 輕鬆玩樂團 ] 看清

He is not that into you... if he always walk ahead and leave you behind...
He is not that into you... if he doesn't reply your sms soon enough...
He is not that into you... if he doesn't share or include you in his life...
He is not that into you... if he is not willing to hold your hand in public...
He is not that into you... if he doesn't let anybody knows he is seeing you...
He is not that into you... if he says he is not ready for a relationship...

He is not that into you...
...if he doesn't even try to stop you from leaving him...

He is just not that into you...

No Need to Argue

[ dolores o'riordan ] loser

I used to question when I didn't understand why...
I used to confront when I knew something didn't add up...
I used to probe for an answer when I knew I won't get one...

I don't question now... I don't confront now...
And I certainly do not probe anymore...
Because if I did...
...the answers would still be unacceptable...
...more lies will be made to cover the trail...
...& communication won't work when one started to get defensive...

Funeral

[ the pretenders ] i'll stand by you

4 of us took 2hrs off to attend her mom's funeral today...
It was well presented and well organized... and the service was full of people... It was difficult for the family and it's not easy for us too to see the family grieve like that...

After the service, I went to say good-bye to her, and tears just started to build up & overflow... I think we kissed each other's lips instead of cheeks (unsure if it was accidental or not?)

Boundaries

[ santana feat chad kroeger ] into the night

I know enough now to start setting boundaries...
I see no reason for me to "let it be" when things just will not be...

Hobby & Interest

[ matchbox 20 ] how far we have come

I have never thought of what's the difference between hobby and interest... I always thought a hobby is something that we enjoy doing regularly, and interest is something that we like to do but may not get to do as often as a hobby?? (I think my guess was pretty close to the definition... kekeke... Yeah, whatever!)

So, does day-dreaming, sleep, food and surfing net considered as a hobby?

Be Strong

[ one republic ] apologize

I jumped into her car and wishing her Happy New Year, and asked how was her holidays... and her tears started to pour down from her beautiful eyes... Her mom has just passed away during the holidays due to heart attack.

I was so in shocked... her mom looked so healthy and great the last time I saw her... I didn't know what to say nor how to react, and all I could do was just putting my hand on her shoulder to show my support and comfort as she tried to tell me what happened while she was driving...

Later in the afternoon, I received another bad news... and I just couldn't contained myself... I thought I handled it well, but 15mins later, things just HIT me and I just had to let some tears out...

Anyway, such to start 2008... Let's hope the year will only gets better... It has to be...

Happy New Year 2008

[ one republic ] say all i need

Bye-Bye 2007... and Hello 2008!!

I have been moody and easily get agitated... I guess I was just a little scared, a little unsure, a little angry, a little confused, and a little upset especially as it gets closer for me to start my battle again ... So bear with me if I have been a little bitchy, mean, and short-fused recently... and may I apologize, if you happened to be the victim... =/